I haven’t posted much recently, and I don’t even have a good reason, except that I’ve been blah. I’ve been going through the motions of life, getting through to the next day, the next weekend, the next project. I haven’t been enjoying much of it, but haven’t been particularly not enjoying it either. I’ve just been blah.
A lot of it has to do with it being the week of my birthday, and feeling like I’ve passed all the big milestones in life. And as much as I love where we are in our lives right now, it feels like so much of the same ahead, with no goals to work towards or big things ahead. And the grind of this great life is exhausting, with no slowdown in sight, and wondering if there will ever be time to rest. But I remind myself, that being in a good place and having much more of the same isn’t a bad thing, even when it’s not perfect. And you know, things are never boring, there is always something around the corner to turn life upside down.
So for today, I’m going to be thankful for blah. Thankful for no world rocking news or stresses. Those will come soon enough.